That sounds really peaceful. I'd come along, but two's a crowd^^ I dream of a place far off, filled with books and a small stream near by. No people within a day or two. Hard to come by, in Europe. Easier in the US. It's good of you to put your Kid's needs above your own, even though it is this painful. When can you make your dream a reality? I'm not from the US and don't really know how long College takes.

My T always says he cannot read my mind. That I am the expert when it comes to me. He's just there to help me gain a little bit of a shift in perspective. No leaps, no demands, nothing of the sort. A very gentle process.