Dear T,
I miss you. Lots of stuff I want to talk about, including something from last night. This part of me (child part, even though you don't think that way) wants to email you, but I'm not entirely sure what I'd say or what I'd want back (aside from confirmation that you're still alive). And I think, with the recent history, it's risky to send an email like that right now. I could say I'm stressed about the mammogram tomorrow, which is true, but it also would not be my primary reason for emailing you. So if you simply responded to that, without any other commentary, I imagine I'd feel disappointed. So I'm not sure it's worth the risk.

Of course, this is all subject to change tonight, tomorrow morning, or in the next couple days. And, of course, who knows what else life will throw at me between now and then?

Love,
LT