Haven’t been around for a very, very long time! How is everyone? I’ve been stable for almost 2 years but now…not so much. Losing control of mania and flying high with the tempts you to do bad things kind of anxiety. So worried I’ll end up in the hospital and my husband and I are smack dab in the middle of a divorce so wouldn’t that be wonderful! I need money from my job. Everything is scary. Ahhhhhhhh! My therapist had an emergency session with me today and called my psych. She put me back on seroquel and had me take klonapin tonight neither of which I am very happy about and still don’t see myself sleeping.