I’m having a problem with serious anxiety today. There’s a lot to do with the house, brother’s estate and getting mom’s estate in order. I spent 2 hours in the bank Thursday hashing things out. I have little to no motivation some days and I get anxious about getting things done. I’ll give myself credit for what I am doing and show myself some grace and compassion for the days I don’t get things done.

I still can’t seem to get it together with my daughter. We haven’t talked yet. She wants to have a one sided conversation where she tells me everything I’m doing wrong and I’m not up for that right now. I’m up for a two sided conversation where we address our differences with respect. I don’t know what the answer is. It bothers me more than a little.

This Zoloft is causing me to gain weight so I have a decision to make. It’s working wonders but I don’t need the weight gain.

I woke at 1 last night and went back to bed at 6 then slept until right before 10. It’s a beautiful day but I don’t believe I’ll float this late. Saturdays get crowded early. I stay away from crowds especially with a high COVID rate of infection in my county.

Hugs to all.