I was 158.2 today. My new therapist works with people with eating disorders and thinks theres some dysphoria going on. Especially when I voiced my concerns with my hips. I told her I was already a 32 in pants, kinda indicating to her I was already a small size, and she said "excatly" so I know I don't really need to lose anymore. I would at least like to get to 150. She wasn't telling me not to lose anymore or to lose more. She just said guys have a lot of different body shapes too not just women. She does want me to up my calories by 50. Today I had just under 1500 calories but 290 were eaten at 1AM and I'm never sure how that works into things when I eat at that time. I don't know what else I'll eat today.