I feel reluctant to connect with you. Is it necessary? What does it even mean? Do I have to? A part of me thinks it might be necessary, a part of me thinks it's wrong to do so. A part of me might quite like to feel some form of connection, a part of me couldn't think of anything worse.

I've been thinking about writing something to bring to show you, but haven't known what. Maybe this would be a good place to start?