You bet I remember you. In fact, I was wondering where you went & was hoping you were doing well. Part of the reason I remember you is that you have a keen sense of humor, & a heightened survival instinct...which is why I trust you to get through this rough patch.

But, damn, woman! I'm in recovery myself (for many years) & can't even imagine living with someone who's still using...even if he/she was family. I sense you're kind of trapped, but you might do well to get out of that situation for a while...even if you have to take extraordinary measures. I know you want to stay in ACT (which is good), but try to find a safer, cleaner alternative if at all possible. Again, easier written than done...Hang in there. You just wrote about some smart moves to keep yourself safe. Keep following through.