Dear @*Beth*, my system has been abusing me in many ways for a long time. I'm in a lot of pain & I'm like their prisoner. Once in a while we get along ok. They say they don't care about me. Sometimes one will say they love me, then say they don't care about me. They resemble the abusers from my past. I hope one day to find a good therapy for this & safe medication. I'm sorry you are suffering. I hope you can find help, too. I'm so grateful for PC/MSF! It's all I have to help me keep hanging in there. God bless you & all the people here!