I think I'm gonna see my old T. Seemingly she knew what she was doing better than my current one. I don't think my current one knows much about meds. And meds are like 99.99% of the game for me (I think). Anyway, I don't think my psychiatrist knows that much about psychosis either. But that's fine. Whatever. At least I am on the right combination of meds seemingly. I am back up to 15 mg olanzapine. That helps a lot. I think my psychiatrist is concerned about my weight. So I am trying to run like 5 times a week. And I'm gonna start going to this place that is like diet food prepared meals. I guess it's supposed to be good and the food is fairly cheap. It's been really hard for me lately with a T that doesn't really understand what I'm going through. Also I have a test tomorrow to prove my language skills for a translator position at a place. It's a full-time job. I need encouragement, haha.