I thought on this all weekend and have been dreading Monday. And here is Monday again.
I am astounded that my company is making me do this, and ONLY THIS ONE TASK. I have made it clear to them that I've wanted more responsibility for the last 2 or 3 months. I've made it clear that I wanted to "grow into" the role I was hired to do! YET, they keep me at a lower level, doing lower level tasks, and they won't even give me a chance to grow into my role or to take on client work. I don't get it.
My 90-day review is due from my supervisor. Let's see what he says this go around. I bet it will be a negative review again.
I feel stuck inside a nightmare that I cannot awake from. And literally, coming up with 360 articles for this one client IS A TOTAL NIGHTMARE.
I am beside myself with depression and grief. My career has gone down the toilet with this one job and all because I had to take a mental health break for a full month. And now, they won't let me do any client work, and I am stuck doing just one single task, which is going to make me go insane. I already am going insane doing this one task.
It's SO UNFAIR. I am worth more than this.
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"Twenty-five years and my life is still trying to get up that great big hill of hope for a destination"
~4 Non Blondes
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