I'm getting really fed up with this. I still have 3 hours until my pdoc appointment. My valium is going right through me. My other blood test results arent coming in so I'm not hearing back from my doctor. I am getting zero support from anyone about anything. I am beyond angry.

Edit: I ran to Target to get a mirror. I had a lot of anxiety and some paranoia doing it but I feel better now that I forced myself to go out. I still have a couple hours until my pdoc appointment. I'm just trying to hang on at this point. I asked my mom this morning if I could go to the hospital but shes not a big believer in psych hospitals. She knows I can work it out with my pdoc and my doctor who does my trans stuff and I know shes right too. Plus theres not really a need to go. I'm just anxious and crabby mainly.