(((((Justwant2)))))) I hope somehow you are able to receive what it is you are in need of.

I would encourage you to pray about it. Talk to God and tell Him exactly what is happening and what it is that you need. Ask that the answers are shown to you and that you be able to recognize them once they are revealed.

God wants us to come to Him when we are in need. He hears your plea and knows every tear that falls. When times are darkest...He can light the way.

Blessings to you!
recluse1