I'm so sorry you are in the situation you described. Its awful when so many things are not going right and at the same time. I can generally handle one misfortune, but if they start piling up I start heading into depression territory. Wish I knew what to say that would be helpful to you but sadly I am kind of in the same boat. Hopefully others here, others with more wisdom will see your post and respond to it with something helpful. I would also like to see what others here have to say because of my own situation. My heart goes out to you!