oh sweetie..

Not eating is going to slow down your metabolism, and your fat cells will enlarge.. what you need to do to take a more healthy route is to eat something small every 2 hours. It will kick start that metabolism and you'll burn more calories in a healthier way.. and keep you functioning throughout the day..

if you've got no energy, how can you sing out that last long note? im no singer, but i am an athlete and know that not eating hasnt gotten me anywhere (not that being bulimic has gotten me any farther)

Take it from someone who's been there.. you can only push people away for so long, and then they wont even be sensitive towards why you push them away.. try talking to him about how you feel, and tell him that trying to change your mind isnt going to work.. maybe he'll understand..?

please try to take care of yourself hun.. and good luck with your career. If you've got the voice, everything else Shouldnt matter.

lots of love and support