First of all, I am so, so sorry for the loss of your beloved cat. Such a terribly painful kind of loss.
You've been walloped, liz.
I lost my best friend last year; we were both 58. She died very suddenly of heart failure. In good shape, health-conscious...it was such a shock. I don't think I'll ever truly "get over" it.
I'm sending you light, love, and a reminder to allow yourself to process all of it.
I'm glad you've posted here and allowed us to support you.
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