Blue_Bird, if it's any consolation, when I first started college (after a few attempts at starting at college), my psychiatrist moved to a different city so I had to find a new one. Anyway, the new psychiatrist wasn't as good, but that's not the point. I guess what I'm trying to say is you're clearly a resilient person so I think you will be able to handle it. Also I took a history course and an English course when I first successfully started college as well. I hope you can find some solace in the fact that you're progressing. Anyway, hopefully that is somewhat helpful.