This morning is just sheer dread. I am going to call in sick and play hooky. The one reason why I am doing so is to avoid the company meeting whereby we each have to speak about something new/interesting in our field. I looked and looked and couldn't find anything online to speak about. And I have a chip on my shoulder because of what they're doing to me. I have a bad attitude now, and it's coming out. A coworker asked if I wanted to join his client call today to learn about what kind of content they want. I declined, though he did give me the option to say no. But still, bad attitude. It's like I cannot curb it. My immediate reaction to him was to say no.

I am in a really bad place. The monotony of my work is getting to me, and the fact that they are keeping me in a lower position. It's been three weeks straight of doing only blog articles. My self esteem has taken a big hit. I wonder if I can recover from this?

Is it truly cruel and inhumane what they are doing to me?