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ONLY READ IF YOU FEEL SAFE AND ARE IN A GOOD PLACE !!!!!!!!!!!!!
What was it that drove your need?
Was my mother not enough for your greed?
To see a small girl hands over her face
to see the lines her tears had traced?
did you feel good when she trembled unable to fight?
when your six foot frame crushed all of those nights?
She was always so slight, fragile afraid,
did you feel good at the lies you made?
did you feel good cheating on mum
with her eight year old daughter so young?
Did you love ruining all of our lives
and how many other daughters and wives?
How many abortions did you perform
no skills, young flesh so torn....
i was 16 when you gave me that pill
you thought it was yours? you murdered at will!
too early for the knife you said
so i lost your badness in my bed.
Weak and scared, poison gone
the black sky prevailed where the sun once shone.
No one knows this nightmare til now
just had to rid my mind somehow.........
Kez