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Don't feel guilty... like most disorders, it isn't your fault that it is so hard to get ahold of. It's a sort of addiction, and unfortunately it takes time to gain some control of it.

You're only 22 right? I'm almost 22 myself... I think you've got a few years, and I think you've come to the conclusion that you probably want kids pretty early... and I hope that things will be fine if you ever choose to become pregnant, but there are always many options if it doesn't happen.

What about reading books about how to get over the ED, instead of how bad it is? Puts it in a bit of a more positive light... you can get through this.