(((((TPND)))))))))))

Being average is okay. I know it doesn't seem like that, but its come to a sad point where the media glorifies those who are seriously underweight... which destroys the self-esteem of a lot of people. But if you want to be successful as a singer/songwriter - you're going to want to be able to have the stamina to be able to keep up with that sort of demanding lifestyle.

I think your boyfriend is trying to help, but that maybe he doesn't know how to help in the best way... because dealing with an ED, that's a power struggle.

Does your doctor know, and/or do you have a therapist or anyone to talk to about this?