No. To be honest I haven’t read erotic literature since I was around 12, 14. I loved so much romantic stories and of course, the erotic part was a discovering for me in a good sense.
But, now…I even lost the taste for romantic movies or literature. They seem to me now so boring and so far from my interests.
I neither had the balls to stand 50 Grey shades. I began to see the movie and in the third scene I quit it.

But, without any doubt you made a very good point. The mind plays the most important role in sex activity.

I’m gonna try to do something in relation to what you suggest.

At the beginning, when I was sexually more active, I had problems with how I saw my body , then, thesd antidepressants. I have been having downs in depression along many years. And there’s nothing like to be into a depression to suffer a lack of motivation for doing anything (including sexual activity(
Now, that I’m at my best moment ever, I’m hungry of life in all senses. That’s why I dared to write about this topic here. A topic I’m not being very comfortable with but I feel strength now to talk openly, even about this topic.