(((((((((((purplebutterfly)))))))))))))

We need to work on those cognitive distortions of yours...

You do/did NOT deserve everything bad that happens to you.
You should NOT give up.
Nobody is sick of you here. Nobody.
You ARE totally worth it. Worth love, time, and energy. I like hearing from you... through the bad and through the good stuff too!

I know it's hard to beat the stuff we were told when we're younger... but if you try to start replacing the bad lies you were told with the good stuff that we tell you here... eventually it does get easier to believe and hear the good things.