So I'm going back to college in the Spring semester which starts around January. I don't feel mentally ready right now. I was unsure at first, and then my psychiatrist mentioned my history with messing up due to symptoms of my disorder coming on due to stress triggering, etc and then her leaving all of the sudden, and it all kind of came about quickly, it's kind of late to be registering and getting mentally prepared to take 2 classes that start so soon. So I'm going to register as soon as spring registration opens up for next semester. That will give me a few months to try out volunteering occassionally and see if I can commit to something, give me more confidence in myself. I also want to get used to having a new psychiatrist, whoever that may be