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Old May 29, 2008, 06:12 PM
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Forever, I agree
I am not sure if I know my therapist cares. I mean its her job to, but on the other hand I have been going for almost 5 months and have yet to be very vulnerable. She tells me she knows its because I don't trust her enough and she is right. I think one time she read my mind, because she said its not about the money at all, its about wanting to see you and others become healthy.

I am almost beginning to think that the more vulnerable one makes themselves the more attached the therapist becomes but I could be way off....just a thought.

I am still way too untrusting at this point, though its 5 months later, and she has never given me reason to be, its just me.

So do I think she cares, I still can't tell because I have not allowed myself to go there yet. If I did, I would probably leave her in the dust just like everyone else who gets too close.

Hence my reason for seeking therapy...
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