I've made huge progress with my anxiety. My eating issues seem to keep going downhill though. I've lost a couple pounds since we last met and I bought a couple packages of jelly beans today which is for sure disordered behavior. I just feel a lot better now that my anxiety is better so I want to stay in control of everything else.

I don't want you to give up on me though. But I feel like I should be able to do what I want to without pissing off a bunch of people. But I get that people are concerned