I should text my siblings.. About what though...

Who do I talk to even.. there's potential of rebirth. It's the same as before - But I am wiser.. somewhat.

A flow state would help me. As I said,.. Just got to wait out, and suffer. I keep screwing up - And the video chat people stabbed me in my soul. And it was about nothing. WhY do I obsess about everything. It seems like nothing is good about me, IMO.

Edit: In order to get better, I have to LET GO of everything. I'm not able to even pretend that I'm fine - It doesn't work because I never follow up with that - I'm just connected to these thoughts. And there's nothing even wrong, like driving off a cliff to paradise.