Sitting here still, in the car, feeling unable to move, just thinking. I still do wonder whether the only way we are actually going to be able to move past this is to find a way to reach that part of me. To actually reach inside and communicate directly with it/her. Almost to bypass me?? I don't know, but it feels like the relationship between the two parts of me has broken down irreparably, sadly. In outside relationships we accept that this can happen, and we accept that we need to move on, to physically and emotionally separate, but internally this separation leads to problems of its own, doesn't it. What is the answer then? Do I stay and 'fight' or do I accept what is and walk away?