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Yesterday I had a therapy session and was annoyed at my therapist for several reasons. But part of my annoyance was about me not speaking up because I blanked out and forgot some things I was going to ask her. But then, I've been feeling annoyed and angry a lot lately.
This afternoon I have an appointment with med dude. I hate it, but I'm going to ask him to continue a low dose of Seroquel at bedtime because it makes me fall asleep and stay asleep. I have been decreasing my Zoloft with the intention of going off of it - the main reason being that it causes me to feel nauseated all of the time. I couldn't put up with that anymore, I was just done with it.
It is possible that my angry feelings are the result of cutting back on the Zoloft. I suppose I need to ask med dude for a different AD. More meds, more meds. I have to rely on memories of myself before meds, because I've taken them for such a long time I don't know who I really am now.
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