No appointment time from T yet. She did text me to tell me that I am not fine. (Actually in my text I had said I will be fine. Not that I was fine.) And that I would be okay. (How the heck does she know that I will be okay? I don't even know if I will be okay. It's probably just something they say to try to be comforting.) Then she asked if I was at home or work. But no times yet as to when she can meet. Sigh.

I feel like somehow I cosmically caused this car accident to happen by telling her that I was looking forward to talking to her today. I knew that when I sent that I should not because SOMETHING would happen and we wouldn't be able to talk today. And then sure enough, that's exactly what happened. That is probably "magical thinking" or some such nonsense on my part but it looks like it came true.