My friend has gone away for a few days this week today. I will miss his phone calls to me each day; even though I'm not real crazy about him. Well, July is coming to a close pretty soon. I guess I'll be glad about it since this month hasn't been great for me. Here's why by each of the days that were not great:

4th - There was a luncheon at my place that I didn't go to because I didn't feel
like it. I stayed in my place and had no where to go. I had to put up with
the noise; and then the noise of the fireworks in the evening. I felt
depressed at night because I felt like I was missing out on excitement.

10th - I felt obligated to call my sister because it was her birthday. I had told
her earlier that I didn't want to talk to her anymore because she upsets
me a lot. Our talk went alright but I still was not crazy about it.

13th - I found out that the area where I was thinking of going to and relocate
had a major natural disaster. If my plans had gone the way I wanted it (I
was planning to move there last April) I would have been in the midst of
that disaster. It made me glad at one hand but shattered at another. My
sister called later and gloated all about it saying how God had intervened
in this. Maybe so, but it's still a shattered dream for me.

16th - There was a parade nearby that caused some disturbance for me.

19th - Went to the dentist for a check up and need work done later on.

25th - I was going to take my friend to his doctor and make $20 in the process. I
thought afterwards that my fee may have been too steep. He ended up
getting his next door neighbor to take him instead of me. But it turned
out to be OK because the friend had to go to the same office anyways.

26th - My friend left to go away for a few days.

29th - The dental appointment for work.