In my session with my T, I said that moving to be with my fiancé isn't working out.

I can only control what I do or don't do, and no amount of work on my end can complete the work on his side. We reviewed what I've tried already because T doesn't know all of it.

I've plans, been mulling over them for a while. I'm glad she understands that I'm not sitting around being lazy. I literally have been rejected from really simple jobs, and my occupational therapist says cognitive remediation won't help my brain problems, because they're dissociative in nature.

She also knows what kinds of work I've attempted, and I've noticed what I struggle with. She can help me with some of those problems, and I've clearer views of what my strengths and weakness are.

It's not that I didn't want to work. I'm in a double bind situation, whether or not my fiancé believes he's coercive.