I miss you unbearably and you're still in the country right now. I hate how far away you're going to be. It's as if some part of me wilts when you're not around. I know that is bad. I know it shouldn't. I wish you weren't going away twice in a month. It's just going to be horrific. You said it will fly by - maybe for you, but for me it won't. I'm missing you so much T. It means the world that you told me you'd miss me.