Hi friends.

I have that meeting this afternoon with T, and me and my parents. I kind of have a "cold" anxiety about it. To explain better: it's like a lamb being led to slaughter, like I'm terrified of it, but I am very calm. I hope it goes well. I talked to my sister about it. She was like it will probably be good for everyone to be on the same page. Yeah....I guess. I don't know.

Former T talked about talking with my parents at one point but we never did it.

It's also weird because I have never met T in person so just a lot of new stuff today.

At least I have some tasks to do at work that should take up some time. That will help with the worry.