I can't even go to my mom's at all today because I have to go back to the clinic for a drug test tomorrow (ordered by new doc). I really don't want to go back out tomorrow, driving was scary enough as it is today in a "whoops I'm doing 75 in a 55" way. I think I've slept 10 hours over the past 4 days. I just want to head north bound, see my cats, and sleep in a less chaotic environment for a couple nights.