Thanks, everyone.

I sort of feel like I am committed to it now, even though it was only presented to me yesterday and we never talked about it before. It sounds like she may have done this sort of thing before, but I don't know. I know former T discussed it with me a couple of times but I never pursued it.

It's just a bit weird to me--her coming to the house--I am leaving work early so I can do stuff like make up my bed and put away a few clothes. I don't want her to judge me. Plus my Mom has short term memory loss so she repeats a lot of stuff. So that might be tricky. Also it feels a bit weird to be putting my parents in this position when they are older now and it's like I should be taking care of them. So I feel a bit infantilized. Maybe.

I texted a couple of friends about it. One didn't respond. One said, hope your meeting goes well. Yeah me too, but I was looking for more support than that. I looked online for some information about this type of meeting and I think it is called a collateral session.

I just hope it all goes smoothly and that meeting her isn't weird. And that meeting her in my house isn't weird. And that the meeting isn't weird. And that my parents aren't weirded out by it. There seems like a whole lot of potential for it to go wrong and that's scary but I'm trying to just relax and "trust the process."

Thanks, Kit