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Old Jul 27, 2022, 03:45 PM
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Originally Posted by LonesomeTonight View Post
I do hope it goes well, Kit! I assume you'd be meeting in the living room or maybe dining area or some other common area, rather than your bedroom, right? But I understand wanting to clean up just in case. And I'd also feel weird/anxious with a T coming to my house (especially as it's messy, and with Dr. T, I get the sense from things he's said that it would bother him, so I'd feel self-conscious the whole time).
Right, I totally assume we will meet in the dining room, or maybe the living room, but probably the dining room. That is where I have my Zoom appointments with her so she has "seen" that room.

I just want to make my bed and tidy up a bit in case she goes to the bathroom or something and passes my room. I'll admit it to you all here, but I hardly ever make my bed. Except for on days when I change my sheets. It seems pointless as I am just going to get in bed again and mess up the covers again. But that doesn't mean I want T to know that! The house, as a whole, is really clean right now but my room is, as usual, rather messy. Since I don't really know what the meeting is about, I don't know what she will be evaluating. So I am kind of on edge a bit. I talked to one of my coworkers and she said she is sure everything will be fine. I have "seen" parts of T's house because we usually meet by Zoom. And I have seen her dining room, her living room, and her bedroom. And everything looks pretty neat and organized. I've never seen her office but I assume it is clean and organized like her house. She has like turned the computer around before to show me her pets so that's why I have seen so much of her house. I just don't want her to be sitting there silently, or not so silently, judging me. EEK!
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