Bottom line is: IF I hadn't had mental health issues that took me away from work for a full month, things would be VERY different in my job. They're likely afraid of giving me more due to my reaction to higher stressors. It's doomed. I am in that in between spot of being too high functioning for disability and not functioning high enough to meet the real demands of my current job.

I need OUT, is the bottom line. I've got to start job hunting again.