I am a 52 year old woman who has been married for 26 years, but together for 30 years. I have just been told by my husband that he has no feelings for me, not attracted to me, and that he is gay and has been living a life of secrets and lies. He wants to be free. I AM COMPLETELY DEVESTATED!!! We have a beautiful family together. I knew something wasn't right these last couple of years, but I NEVER thought it was this. We are separated for sure, but due to the economy right now, neither one of us can live anywhere else at this time. So it is very hard to look at him and try to be nice in front of others. I am just broken because everything that I have build with him is done now. Just lost right now!