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Old Jul 27, 2022, 09:50 PM
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Originally Posted by *Beth* View Post
Please help me by sending good vibes and prayers. I've finally gone fully into a bad hypomania or mixed state or whatever it's called, I don't know. It started last week with me being angry, it seems that when I decreased the Zoloft it kicked something off, some kind of imbalance. Really sweet med dude prescribed Luvox yesterday.

I had to go to DMV to renew my driver's license, which expired during covid when the government offices were closed. I was there for 2 hours and 10 minutes, the bureaucracy in this state has gotten way, soooooo out of control. Plus, it cost me $40 to renew. Five years ago it was $25. I was so completely overwhelmed that I was talking out loud, swearing, and praying. I knew I was talking. I was so afraid they'd call the cops or that they'd throw me out. But I could not stop, and I was crying because I was so frustrated with having to use their screwy computers to fill out the same information, over and over. They took and image of my thumb SEVEN times! Like, WTF?!?! I have been driving in this state for 41 years, never had any moving violation. Nothing. Never. Only parking tickets here and there.

Tomorrow I will be taking London to the vet. Nothing causes me to be more anxious.

I'm having problems with time because every clock says something different. I can't figure out what's going on.

I'm thinking of taking extra Seroquel, 1 extra Klonopin, and hope the Luvox has some stabilizing effect. You guys, I am so tired.

I think an extra seroquel might be an excellent idea. But I’m concerned about you taking an AD in a mixed state. They can be very activating.

Ooo only 2 hours at DMV! That the express lane! In Texas it was an all day thing. You were lucky to get out in 4 hours.

Good luck with London tomorrow.
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Thanks for this!
*Beth*, MuddyBoots