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Jul 28, 2022, 06:06 AM
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Member Since: Jan 2015
Location: USA
Posts: 26,579
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Originally Posted by *Beth*
Please help me by sending good vibes and prayers. I've finally gone fully into a bad hypomania or mixed state or whatever it's called, I don't know. It started last week with me being angry, it seems that when I decreased the Zoloft it kicked something off, some kind of imbalance. Really sweet med dude prescribed Luvox yesterday.
I had to go to DMV to renew my driver's license, which expired during covid when the government offices were closed. I was there for 2 hours and 10 minutes, the bureaucracy in this state has gotten way, soooooo out of control. Plus, it cost me $40 to renew. Five years ago it was $25. I was so completely overwhelmed that I was talking out loud, swearing, and praying. I knew I was talking. I was so afraid they'd call the cops or that they'd throw me out. But I could not stop, and I was crying because I was so frustrated with having to use their screwy computers to fill out the same information, over and over. They took and image of my thumb SEVEN times! Like, WTF?!?! I have been driving in this state for 41 years, never had any moving violation. Nothing. Never. Only parking tickets here and there.
Tomorrow I will be taking London to the vet. Nothing causes me to be more anxious.
I'm having problems with time because every clock says something different. I can't figure out what's going on.
I'm thinking of taking extra Seroquel, 1 extra Klonopin, and hope the Luvox has some stabilizing effect. You guys, I am so tired.
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I’m sending healing vibes, prayers and hugs that you feel better soon. Thinking of you. 
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