2,5 months on and I'm still stuck which I know is on me, I haven't even been looking the last couple of weeks, I've just been too overwhelmed.

I have another talk with my team lead coming up next week about "my future at the company " (not just me, every member of the team will have it). Honestly I don't see a future at that company at all but I can't exactly say that, so I will have to make something up. We had a meeting a few weeks ago about the restructuring of the team and different new roles and blahblah. We were going to get more information about those and workshops on all topics but so far that hasn't happened yet. So how are we supposed to say in which role we see ourselves in the future if we don't fully know yet what roles there are and what they all entail?

Things are only getting worse with this new team lead. Half the time I can't even understand what she's saying because her accent is so strong, she talks very fast and she just jumps right into topics without any introduction or explanation. Not trying to be mean but I can't help wondering "how the hell did she get the role of team lead?" Her communication skills are terrible.