I have to up the triliptal to 2400mgs tonight, in hope it will help me sleep. The blood pressure medication helps a little, but since I'm getting off my benzo, i need all the help i can get. I'm skeptical it's mood related though. Pdoc thinks its bipolar effects, but I believe it's ptsd related. I'm in permanent fight or flight mode, so I'm in survival mode.

The two good night's rest I've had were both due to having a covid shot that day hahahaha, so I've been thinking I shold line up to get a covid shot every day, but I'd have too many track marks on my arms, but if they shot me in the toes, know body would know... Haha, jk jk! Too dark. lol