Quote:
Originally Posted by Job 30 26
Bluebird, youre a good person, and the world needs good people like you, and you've survive like hell, and find beautiful in little things, and that's beautiful 
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Thank you so much Job, that’s really kind of you to say. I hope to start contributing to this world and find more purpose, so I’m definitely looking forward to volunteering and going back to college. I often feel like a failure due to being 28 and not being done with my associates degree and being on SSI due to the schizoaffective/bipolar, and doing really stupid reckless dumb things in the past. And continually screwing up with school due to stress triggering symptoms and not being able to handle it mentally. But I’m hoping starting to volunteer helps me ease into things and maybe once I’ve done that for a few months I’ll be able to handle school. My psychiatrist doesn’t think I should be in school right now due to how unwell I ended up several times in the past while in it, she doesn’t want me to mess up my progress and I agree with her but I think I will be ready by the spring semester.
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
Diagnosis:
Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type
PTSD
Social Anxiety Disorder
Anorexia Binge/Purge type