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Originally Posted by Blue_Bird
Thank you desoxyn 
Yeah it was scary. I blacked out and when I sort of came to I couldn't understand my thoughts and couldn't speak, I was trying to ask someone to call an ambulance but I was alone in my room and couldn't speak the right words anyway and was hallucinating a person there with me, I kept passing in and out then eventually I was able to understand where I was but couldn't stand up. I was scared to death that I'd die but was too embarrassed to wake my mom up to call an ambulance so I just spent the whole night praying I wouldn't die, not able to walk the whole night and I just laid in bed the whole next day and pretended I was just tired or something when my mom asked what I was doing. Didn't even mention it to her until years after it happened. Was high for a few days after that and felt very strange for over a week.
I had messed around with getting high on it a few times and had enjoyed it so I thought **** it I have two bottles here let's take all of it for fun, should be even better. I was not in my right mind that do something so reckless. Even I should have known that was a stupid idea and could be dangerous. But I just went ahead and did it without thinking twice about it.
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I'm sorry BB... It's a traumatic thing but I'm happy that you trust us to write that out <3.. Once you're comfortable, you can put it to rest (And think about it less).
We were young.. After a certain age, we're more responsible and don't see any humour (Although some people never grow up) - But it's a reaction to the absurdity. For you, it's a really hard lesson.. Don't think negatively about yourself for it..
Really, drugs start to suck the more you do them.. Some people (Like me), it took longer than it should have to realize..
You could always blame lack of proper education to kids about drugs other than "Just say no" - Cuz obviously that didn't work..