I did in fact reply. Took advice from the wrong people as seeing it as a “game” and replied within hours of her last text to me. I understand she is processing if she still wants to keep this relationship or not. I’m occupying myself now with the growing tools I I should have utilized to prevent all this in the first place and show her just how remorseful I am for causing her suffering. I’m no longer going to reach out or beg for this relationship. What she finds on the other end will come from her truest genuine feelings about us.