((((((TaintedGoth))))))) I think that by reaching out and asking for some help or guidance was a great first step in getting where it is you want to go. And I must also say that it was very brave of you to step out and do that.

If there is anything that I can do to help, I am just a PM away! I am always open to talk or just sit back and listen...just whatever it is you need.

Wishing you the best
recluse1