I think I'm having an allergic reaction to my Invega shot I'm itchy with a rash all over especially on the arm I got the injection. Thought it was poison ivy at first since it's summer and I'm usually covered head to toe in summer anyways, but this popped up within hours of my last injection and it's worst on the arm I got the injection and I've been staying out of the woods lately. 10 days until I meet my new pdoc. And invega was actually working pretty well for psychosis. Not so much depression/insomnia. I really wish I could go back on lithium, that was my golden med for everything but psychosis. Risperdal was my med for psychosis but I developed a bad reaction from it that my doc IP had to report to the FDA after being on it for a year (did you know the difference between Risperdal and Invega is one oxygen atom and about $600?)

I have to go back to my dad's tomorrow to pick up meds (if they even sent over refills, I never got a call back confirming they would or a text that I usually get when my old NP at the same place sends over rxs) and I'm supposed to meet an ACT peer support person tomorrow afternoon. I don't want to come back any time soon. I prefer my dad's somewhat exciting yet tiring chaos to my mom's chaos which is just exhausting.