I see t in person tomorrow thank God. I’ve been struggling so bad with trauma this week since I last saw him.

If I had just told someone about the abuse. Instead I hid it for ten years. I went to school with bruises and kids made fun of me. I had so many chances to tell. I could have told a teacher, preacher or even the social workers who came to school. I could have told. Now I’m messed up. My mental health is my own damn fault.