I hate to tell you what you already know, but opioid abuse takes a lot of lives. I know you're slipping into depression & might not care at the moment, but we care about you. You're intelligent & have a sense of humor I find hilarious (when you're in the mood). You might be on the cusp of getting your own place, and I remember you writing that you have dreams of pursuing a STEM program. Opioids might be the quickest way to screw things up. OK. Lecture over. Smile & don't use...