A lot of stuff I search into Google are thing that people (Either schiz/dissociation or have tripped) ask.. It's so strange. A blessing and a curse.

John McAfee advice;

"Follow your heart
If you have two hands and half a brain, you can do anything
If you want to stop doing something, just stop"

I don't know why it means so much to me, that he is so smart, loving and also insane from snorting a whole bag of DMT... And I shouldn't say that here.. I always have to be so methodical when making any decision... That's why I can't think and give up. I just need hope and love. I never really had that growing up. But I still laugh at myself like no one else. It takes a toll eventually.